..Alone..

I hate to be alone..
hate to sleep alone..
hate to eat alone..
and i hate to be alone when i'm emo..
3.14am 9th August 2009..
just finish crying alone on my bed..
just for some stupid reasons~~!!
missing everything i have..friends,family..
crying alone really feel sucks~!i hate it~!
it's hard..not sure how long could i stand..
maybe just one day..i'll collapse..
maybe just one day..nothing will be important for me..
maybe just ine day..i wouldn't let myself think anything..
maybe just one day..i'll just let it be..
but for today..i'll just let it go..
hope myself..will have a sweet dream..
sleeping..with a lonely,tiring heart..
and..don't ever ask..
maybe someday i'll tell..when i'm really..

..UTARIANS!Beware!!..

Oh ya oh ya~!For those boys and girls who lives in Westlake,beware o..Yesterday about 10pm like that i read a message from my friend..In the mail stated that something happened at Westlake..A 偷窥狂 were found taking photos and videos of a girl taking shoower at house no.1226..damn,i quite scared when i first saw the mail..cause i live in house no.1222 ler..then i let it go jor..cause i live in 2nd floor ma~that pervert can't take my bathing video~~muahaha~!i close window also>..< it's just a news ma~not really true d..forgive me..

a~!ya~today i went to check my PTPTN loan lo~!yes~!i got my loan liao~damn happy~>@<~
hehe~i got full loan ler..bout 48k like that..
erm..happy happy and that's all for now~~hehez,UTARIANs~go check your PTPTN ba~hahaz~>.<~

..When Did I Slept~?..

aiks..finally~T^T~i'm free for my little blog..>.<..almost a week i didn't write on my blog le~!what to do?busy ler..and nothing much to write also..everyday lecture class,assignments,sleep,eat..damn fan~!especially the assignments~!i hate you~!look at the assignments i wanna vomit aledi..T^T..

argh..seems like i didn't attend the class quite much=3=+not my fault~really tired wut..for this week,okey..i admit that i skipped law lecturer,mkt lec,law tutor,acc tutor..walauz-0-i damn geng..pls,dun barred me~T^T~

today is the final for our marketing assignments..i'm doing the product part=3=+we've started long time ago and yet..we just finished the whole assignments by 9.30am this morning..i meant me n jae..others went home and sleep jor bout 8am like that i think..thanks to HW,jae's bf cause letting me use your LAN cable and borrow me your dear and room-0-and thanks alot for helping in finding useful info..and thanks for teaching our group how to write the reference..by the way,we are damn good ler..didn't slept since thursday noon till this mornin'..do we broke our records?nah..maybe not~mine record is didn't sleep for two days>.<

a..vanessa's food poisoning..how are ya?feeling better?haiz..why lately so many people sick d?thank god i didn't..if not takut is H1N1 liao..me weak ma~XD~

..Boredom SundayZ..

..haiz..today,one word..boring d lo~T^T~nothing to do for the whole day~but the truth is..i need to rush out my marketing assignment..damn,product>.

~bored bored bored~these word keeping running in my head~since i came Kampar, actually everyday also quite boring d lo~..haiz,wan cry le..i wan to got my license~so i can go everywhere~T^T~yamcha~ipoh~tesco..gosh~!i need cars~!& license too~!!!if not i'll definitely died here..bored till die..

talking bout this,suddenly feel wanna eat roti canai=3=+started to hungry ler..walau,how come my digestive system so efficient=.="okies,today is too bored and i nothing to say~~>.<~~ciaoz~

by the way,anyone wanna go back to KL from Kampar on 14th August 2009~?>.

..13 Hours Before Econ's Midterm..

Another brand new day..It's two something again~but today i'm kinda tired + sleepy..just got back from Jae's bf hostel..yesterday about 8.30pm like that..Jae drove her Perdana fetch me at 1222 to have our dinner..after we reached newtown,looking for parking lots we looked for places to dine at..actually she is suppose to be having her dinner with her bf but because her bf is having steambot with his friend..so she is with me^^after sweeping around for so long,we decided to have our dinner at [la foresta cafe](i have already forgotten it's name)..it's totally disaster..we both ordered a set dinner..cincau ice with mushroom soup and chicken chop..but because of some tragedy,Jae changed her order into fillet and lamb chop set..totally disaster..when the chicken chop arrived,i'm totally shocked~!damn!the chicken chop's size is damn small!even smaller than my hand~!okies,Jae's set is not even better..and damn!it causes RM11.90 for my small little tiny chicken chop and RM12.90 for Jae's mixed chop..after a totally disaster,we decided to go for a dinner again at [cafe 21] because after having our dinner for the first time..as Jae said so..langsung takda rasa..we have a thousand island chicken chop shared..now only we felt that we are eaten=-=lll~it's already 10.30pm when Jae fetch me home..and just a few minutes more..i got Jae's call and asked me whether wanna study at her bf hostel cause she kinda scared having nobody in that house..so i packed up and walked to her bf's house..actually our original planning is to study econs for tomorow mid terms..but unfortunately,it doesn't go well..cause after i brought my laptop there..T^T..first we visits many website with those hot models with their goods on=3=ya~we window shopping by on those online shoping websites..what a hardworking student am i =2=+making a hardworking student that should be studying right now window shopping..Jae,paiseh la~

We hanging around the net till 1am like that..Jae decided to have her own blog..so i helped her in applying blogspot..it's kinda funny when Jae stucked on her blog's name^^it took quite a long time but still..kinda funny though~about 2am,her bf got back from his steambot and gaming~and my mission is considered accomplished..so Jae fetch me home..and look,here i am~=3=+for the cafe,it's my first time and definetly my last time..i'll never ever dine there again!

P/S: while we are having our dinner,i've got a msg from winnie requested for MM,i meant MahaMaju's nasi lemak,but sory girl it's not impossible cause it is imposible><+

and now, feeling wanna sleep le~nitez everyone..later only wake up for my econs..

this is how my chicken chop supposed to be..(this is from cafe21,thousand island chicken chop with lemon coke only for RM10.90)worth it..you'll full like hell>.<