..Alone..

I hate to be alone..
hate to sleep alone..
hate to eat alone..
and i hate to be alone when i'm emo..
3.14am 9th August 2009..
just finish crying alone on my bed..
just for some stupid reasons~~!!
missing everything i have..friends,family..
crying alone really feel sucks~!i hate it~!
it's hard..not sure how long could i stand..
maybe just one day..i'll collapse..
maybe just one day..nothing will be important for me..
maybe just ine day..i wouldn't let myself think anything..
maybe just one day..i'll just let it be..
but for today..i'll just let it go..
hope myself..will have a sweet dream..
sleeping..with a lonely,tiring heart..
and..don't ever ask..
maybe someday i'll tell..when i'm really..