..Totally Exhausted..

Just came back from school...

First day of my brand new sem..i walked to school..orz..

later still got Pendidikan Moral lecture for 3 hours..start to thinking about abscent le..

freaked out..exhausted..self-hateness..all came to me..

Just finish my 3 hours tutorial of 【introduction of japanese】

sucks actually=-=cause today's course,is the basics basics that i already learnt from anime since i'm a kid..

hajimemashite,watashiwa kissy desu,douzo yoroshiku onegaishimasu..

then learn how to write hiragana & katagana=-=

punishment & totally disaster...

finish my class bout 12.10pm~i'm really exhausted ler..moodless too..

planning to walk back to hostel for a rest & wait for 4pm d class..

but..gosh-0-the sun is killing me..then i plan to take bus..

guess what~?no bus at all=-=i wait till 1245pm only one bus starts..

while in the waiting time..i'm totally get into my sef-hateness...

keep hating myself for being so clumsy,don't know how to drive & got a lousy timetable..

makes me feel like wanna cry then=-=

and now i'm in my room..alone..alone..and alone...

自偶厌恶度：增加150%

讨厌无能滴自己

为啥自己什么都不会～？！

为啥偶们一定要读书～？！

大学一定是最好的吗～？！

累了累了～！

自己真的不再属于自己～！

何时才学会为自己而活～？！

不能就这样结束吗～？！

不断不断…反复反复的问着自己…

=对自己已经是绝对的厌烦=